'It's hard to watch,' admits Kourtney ahead of emotional finale of Kardashian reality show

Broken: Kourtney Kardashian breaks down in the show, set to air tonight on E!


She lives her life in front of a camera lens - played out, on delay, for the whole world to see.

So no one can blame Kourtney Kardashian for feeling a little anxious about peoples reactions to her show.

Just hours before the season final of Khloe and Kourtney take Miami is due to air, Kourtney, 31, took to her blog to explain how she felt about the process.


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Devastated: The episode, entitled Broken Family, sees a devastated Kourtney finally admit that her boyfriend may have a drinking problem


She described the upcoming episode, and season two ending, as 'hard for me to watch.'

'It is definitely not the norm to live through something and then watch it back a few months later and relive that moment all over again (this time with millions of other people watching that moment and commenting on it lol.)' she wrote in a posting on her website.

'Some moments are so much fun to watch back and relive, others not so much.'


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'I am grateful in a lot of ways too because when we do watch these moments back, we learn from them.

'I am just happy that I am home from Miami and back in Los Angeles with my family.

'And most importantly that I have my beautiful son who is the happiest baby in the world. Enjoy the episode!'


Back together: Since the episode was filmed Kourtney and Scott Disick have dealt with his wild ways


The episode in question, entitled Broken Family, comes in the wake of last weeks show on which Kourtney's boyfriend and father to her eight-month-old son, Scott Disick, punched a mirror in a fit of rage after a drunken night out.

The final episode, which airs tonight on E! television, is set to blow the lid off the couples relationship after Kourtney breaks down in front of her family after realising that 27-year-old Disick needs help with his drinking and should not be around their son.

Her family gets involved to protect her and the baby and the couple even attend a therapy session.

They are seen warning Disick he must clean up his act or risk losing Kourtney and his son.

But since the episode was filmed the the couple have been pictured looking happy and united, even searching for a house in New York together.




source :dailymail